When I moved away from home, I was no longer physically close to my parents. I had much more freedom of choice. I was no longer as reliant on them or had as much contact.My choices and experiences where my own.
My parents were always there when I needed them, even if I no longer physically lived with them. I knew they cared about me and watched over me. I would still call and talk to them and get advice from them.
Life wasn’t as easy. I had to figure out how to do all my own chores, get along and live with people who weren’t my family, shop for myself, and take care of my finances. I wasn’t at all perfect: I made plenty of mistakes. But by being by myself, I was able to learn a bunch and grow more than if I would have remained at my parents’ house.
Maybe it is the same with God. So when I struggle and wonder where God is, I can know that maybe He isn’t right beside me but He does watch over me.
Yeah. I don’t know if he’s distant as much as he is so completely respectful of our own choices that he’ll never do anything to go against that. He gives us complete space to choose for ourselves. He’s like a parent who is always watching, but only steps in only when the child reaches out and asks for it sincerely (with real work and effort) and needs help. But I do think he loves us completely and closely.
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